Saturday, May 29, 2010
i guess all along i have been just deceiving myself or perhaps just running away from reality... all along i have been telling myself that yes there is still chance.. but now it seemed that i have lost.. haiz perhaps i am just not good enough.. i guess i just have to face the reality now before you totally have no feelings for me.. but how? my feelings for you is getting stronger each day.. i miss the feeling with you in my arms, your hands tightly held on to mine and you lying on my shoulder... is all in the past... i am tired of trying.. i really dont know how to carry on... but there is something i am quite certain about it... i am not going to give up... however, if u have fallen for another guy, do tell me so... by that time, i guess its time for me to let go though i know that its hard and hurting... lead a better life ahead bah... i love you
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